GOH SENG CHIY I SO FREAKING KNOW THAT IT WAS YOU WHO TOTALLY IMPERSONATED ME ON CHARIS TAGBOARD WTH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU AND DONT EVEN THINK IM EVER GONNA FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME. YOU'VE DONE TOO MUCH AND I'M NEVER GONNA STOP HATING YOU EVER AGAIN.

ASSHOLE.

you wish for no hatred and peace?
well. if you wish for that, do you even realise one very important thing?

YOU.

you are the cause of the hate and the cause of the disruption of peace.

if you want peace and happiness among all, just go away. get out of EVERYONE's lives.
there. your wish has come true. no more hate nor war.

haha. that wish of yours? it's NEVER gonna come true. and what you have now, it isnt real. look at them. are you sure it's real? well, it's not.
and no one's gonna ever be real to you because they dont even wanna know you. if they do, they'd just suffer a great loss because they've just got to know a really despo, stupid bitch.

fat hope if you think you'd win me.
you won't.

i have so many true friends
friends who will stand by me but wont for you.
i think you only have 1 good friend. and you 2 constantly quarrel.
too bad.

you're a loser.

whoo happy cny peeps
i love ice skating! haha. shall go with ethel and co. more often :D
ahh and i love emma (:
she rocks!
and yumi! :D she taught me how to iceskate! and emma too!
haha emma is super patient. she brought me around the rink like dont know how many times.
i wanna iceskate more! :D whooshhh (:

today a freaking lorry almost crashed into our car. wth. and. he was talking on the phone! REPORT TO POLICE! i think it was some van that carried ice. was it tuck lee iceworks? i think so. hmpf. stupid van. and he kept cutting in between his lane and our lane. and when we overtook him, we saw that he was on the phone. not handset. he was holding the phone! he's a man who was wearing sunglasses at the time. his hairstyle is like quanyifeng's husband's hairstyle. LOL. and he was at oasis (is that the name?) carpark [near the national stadium there. and indoor stadium.] at around 2.10. ha i hope the police see this and go arrest him. i believe i gave enough details :D
ok im retarded -.-

my mum's wrapping angpows! I WANT :D
hoho tomorrow i'm gonna get angpows! (: i like! nono i LOVE! ohno im moneyfaced. $-$ jkjk. hahaha so exciting! the onceayear event (:
haha yay i shall wear my new op skirt and roxy tee tomorrow. I LOVE NEW CLOTHES! :D

tralala shall go sleepppp~
byebye! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! hahahahah


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you know, im so sick of you trying to control everything. you're not the boss of everything, in case you haven't realised.

haha and you think you're so pretty.
but you're fugly.
go away bitch.

and not to mention irritating.
and. you have no talents or abilities. at all.
nehneh.



oooohh michelle found out who i am. oh well i shall keep denying. ahahaha. and hsiu chin's gonna be tickled pink tomorrow >:D

new blog! i hope.
*runs off to make a blogskin for soon-to-be-created-when-ct-comes-online blog!* :D

ahh and :D smiled really big-ly and waved really happily to me today in the canteen.
ooohhhhhh how i love :D to bits (:

one day i hope you all roll your eyes until your eyeballs all roll out of your eye sockets and you become blind forever.
or maybe for you, i hope you roll your eyes and your contacts roll up with your eyes and they get stuck in your eye sockets and you'll need to go for an operation and the operation will be unsuccessful and you'll be blind as well.

freaking keep your eyes to yourself. don't let them roll out okay.
and if we dont want it, we dont want it.
you force us, we wont wear it.
even though we paid.
and if you wanna wear class tee you have to wear it as a class.
so if you freaks wear it and we dont.
toobad.

just fuck off ok?

oh man guides is gonna die without the sec4`o5 batch. i love sec4`o5 batch (: they rock wahaha. OH and not to mention :D rocks too((: :D rocks totally! WHEE

oh man oh man footdrill yesterday was not that bad i guess. cos :D was in the same squad as me! and :D stood next to me for the last 10 mins? or something la. but it rocked :D i love :D to bits wheeee. ahahahaha oh oh and :D waves to me when she sees me omgomg im smiling from ear to ear. i love you, :D! LIKE CRAZY!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

freak. the class tee is freak expensive. furthermore some people dont like it. eg. someone. =.=


anyways. chentian if you see this, i have a great idea (great?) wanna make a joint blog called candycane-kisses? HAHA so fun right! :D loveyouloads!<3

saturday
had om meeting.. skipped han. oh man.
seriously, i think that they should have concentrated more. we kept telling them to listen and concentrate yet they kept going back to their own things. it really got us irritated. and then there was the stupid woman who kept hushing us. so irritating =.= who does she think she is? a librarian. but i must admit we were quite noisy. sorry.
we ate lunch at yoshi. the stupid cashier is not fit to be a cashier ok. i mean, what kind of SERVICE is that?! ass.
and then we went shopping. window shopping. poor jiang. she brought so much money and she left so early. lol she didnt get to shop. which was kind of a good thing, in a way.
dinner was order in. from pizza hut. STUPID CRAP TELEMARKETEER. wth i want to sack her. I WANT TO SACK HER. she can't pronounce our address right, our names right, and she got the WRONG ORDER. so we ate rubbish for dinner. not literally. figuratively. I HATE THAT WOMAN! freak her.
oh but my bro got a sudoku thing for a xmas present so i was playing with it all day hahahahaha so thats a good thing la.
so yesterday was a pissifying day despite that.


now friday. friday was my bro's birthday and hsiu chin's birthday.
it was super sucky la. except for md concert which spurred my interest to join dance again. sigh. but nvm i'm learning dance with sh, ct and xy after her piano. MAYBE (:
first, sunlao pissed me off. TOTALLY. what the. made us write the stupid ti mu. GO AND DIE. we hate her can. we totally disregard her as our form teacher. ugh.
and then shirley. SHIRLEY! what's your problem. not the tenner shirley i mean. wong. yeah. can't you even understand that we are BUSY? freak la!
oh and then maulsidiusandvader pissed me off. totally. they are so gay. ohwell. dont we all hate them. =.=


im going to focus on shirley now.
firstly, she takes a long time to reply letters. like REAL long. and when she finally replies, the letter is like shit. what with all the cheemology and everything. so HAO LIAN!
and when xy asked her to reply, she said "oh that's all?" WELL WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?! and when i asked her to reply, she just walked past me as if i'm some invisible thing. hello? MANNERS! where is your MANNERS. ugh how i hate you.
and one more thing. PLEASE STOP STALKING US. it's freaking irritating to see you pop outta nowhere wherever we go. you came to pop when we were there. walked in and walked out. then you were at the mirror. and then at the canteen. and EVERYWHERE WE ARE. puh-lease. get a life.
ugh you never cease to irritate me. congrats.


okay i should learn to stop judging people.
but sometimes i just cant help it la.. sorry...
and if i'm really mean, its just a moodswing.

hahaha and louisa agrees with me on this. you are so NOT nice ok. stop deceiving yourselves ya? don't try to unite the class. you're not making an effort either.

mm. well. they graduated. oh man ))))):
seriously, im sad.
today tess was nice to me (:
anyways. now that the "big" people are gone.. we've become the oldest. wow.
iris.faith.chris.clara.emma.markchee.marklim.glenn.jason.bryan.darryl
the new "big" people.
ahh we'll graduate next year. i dont want to graduate.
i want to be a pr hahahah
and i dont want the seniors to go..
i want jessie! and a chance to make friends with ariana. and tessa. and val. everyone!
i mean, not as if i'm not already friends with them la. just. get closer. yeah.

so now its just 11 of us. sigh.
sunday sch is going to be so uh. oh. empty.
when 11 of us graduate, the new p6s will come in. this year there are 5 or 6 p6s. imagine that.
soon there'll be no one to teach. sighs. why must we graduate.

darth vader darth sidius and darth maul. go to hell you freaking assholes.

what happened to the triplets?
now it's just you and tess
me
and clara.
why.
what's changed? the introduction of tess?
lync?
tshirt design?
what?

when she's around, you totally ignore us.
knock knock. who's been with you for like 10 years? best friends for 10 years?
is that even less than something which started 1 year ago?
is it the phone calls you 2 make to each other?
is it cos she doesnt like me and to be like her, you distance yourself from us?

what's wrong with you?!

but nvm i still love you all the same ya?
just.
stop sticking to her.

and you once told me you didnt like a-.
why are you so close to her now? =.=

wth is wrong with her again. =.= and theres science quiz tomorrow. we're all going to fail cos someone talks inaudibly. awwwww. freak it.

you? nice? oh, COME ON.

you are totally getting on my nerves. is looking for worksheets a crime? is staying silent a crime? NO IT IS NOT. but why do you make it seem like it is? i think i'm going to change my vote and vote for a petition ok. you can't pronounce words properly yet you correct others' pronounciations. what's the meaning of that? do you want us to correct you too? well okay then. it's prize not prees. it's wrath not wreath. yeah. there's more ok. anyway, how can you leave a question hanging like that. i bet, even if we tried answering, you'd never tell us the correct answer anyway. yeah, you all aren't supposed to spoonfeed us, but what's this? it's not even guidance or anything! it's rubbish! you totally don't know how it's done. can't you be more understanding that we are not EXTRA? we are not people who volunteer. sure, other classes are like that. but can't you just ACCEPT THE FACT and stop forcing us to speak out? oh SURE, oral communication. i'm sure there are other times when we speak out and not just keep like quiet as a mouse. it's just that you don't see it. and no, we are not talking rubbish. we are talking SENSE. we are DISCUSSING okay?
sigh talking about IT just makes me frustrated. shall stop talking about IT.

went j8! and bought emma's present!

oooh and msteng cut her hair. so guess i'm not the only one i know who cut their hair :D lol! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

omg. you're just like a GIRL. with moodswings. =.=

anywayyyyy. yesterday was FRIDAY THE 13th!
no wonder i almost fainted.
but i didnt dare raise my hand /=
if not anna will make more pts to "train our stamina"
so i just stood there feeling woozy. then i was like dying. no strength to march 90degrees...
i hate footdrill.
i shouted till my throat was hoarse.
i think guides is nice. except for footdrill.

TO HELL WITH FOOTDRILL!!!!!

oh and oct 13 is also friday the 13th. hahahaha

KONG ZI SONG ROCKS!

thats all. i have om meeting later. for once everyone will be there! WOOHOO! :D

omg. dot's so mean. i mean, its like, she didnt even write to her mortal even once, why choose a mortal in the first place? its just plain mean you know. even if she doesnt feel like writing a letter cos she's too busy or wants to study, look at rouying. the biggest mugger in class and she still writes letters IN CHINESE to her mortal la. and dot's mortal is super sad. she keeps complaining and complaining that she has no angel. think about it. if all your friends have angel letters all coming to them almost everyday and you dont even have one, how would you feel? i was kinda like that too. but at least it was in 1st wk. its already the end of the 2nd week and she hasnt written a letter! ah whatever. shall not talk about trivial matters like that anymore.

haha i went home with clariebear! (LOL) and we were telling lotsa stories about someone :D clariebear rocks :DD i shall make an effort to go home with her more often! woohoo (:

omg im fat. im fat. fat. fat. fat. fat. fat. fat. fat. fat. and it's getting to my head. im going on a diet. seriously. or maybe i'll eat less. i remember doing that in p6 and it worked. i lost like 2 kg? yeah. so i must lose weight. im going to lose weight with sh and ct. omg im so fat. and i am short. so so so short.

om meeting. i certainly hope she doesnt play until we dont get anything done. ct and sh wanna go to asci for zx's sake. i wanna go to colorado! jy also wants to go. (: JIAYOU EVERYONE!

"do unto others what you want others to do unto you"
or something like that. i never knew the correct version. anyway. i guess that phrase really means a lot to me. it really made me reflect on what i've done. i mean, its too late to regret it now. but at least i know i'll never do it again. and to consider the consequences before i do anything. there's no undo button in life. so if you make a mistake, you can't erase it.

oh crap. i need to go cook dinner. bye

i want to take height and weight! when will we take height and weight??? i want to know how heavy i am O: as in like really how heavy. my weighing scale is retarded. so i dont think 37kg is accurate. anyways. MUST GO ON DIET OMG I AM SO FAT. O: jajaja or grow taller. to even it out hahah. what's my height! the last time i took my height, i was FINALLY into the 15-s! so cool! lol spastic. maybe i'm 155 now. thinks thinks. HOPES :D yay! and i made a bet with jean that in 10 years, i'll be 1 head taller than her. omg am i like stupid. obviously i will not be 1 head taller! more like 1 head shorter. AHHHH!!! and the new blogskin is really killing me. but then im the only one who knows the pass. the last time we revealed it, people did things. so crap. picture cant be loaded. what the hell. oh i should stop saying that. i should cancel out what the hell and tmd from my vocabulary. they are uncivilised words. only people like HER use it (: OH and must not say f-word. because swearing is a SIN. mmhm. so must not swear (: cannot say damn cannot say f-word cannot say what the hell and cannot say tmd. but i cant live a day without saying damn. OHNO. shall work towards it. (: since one of my new year's resolutions is to have a closer walk with my father god ((: yaye new year resolutions!

life is full of ups and downs. i guess now im just going through a really down period of time. damn. gotta live with it.

i think that i have no choice but to accept life as it comes. i mean, there's nothing i can do to alter what i'm going through right now. i really hate it, but i've gotta live with it. you all are probably not going to forgive me in like the next 10 yrs but i'll still have to put up with it. you all can like turn the whole class against me but i dont care anymore ok. i have friends who will stand by me no matter what. friends like ct, xy, sh, ethel, zy, etc. yea you've succeeded in turning 4 of them against me too. congrats. put yourself in my shoes. would you like it? no. i dont either. but i cant change that. well you can. oh forget it. no matter what i do or say, you'll definitely find a fault in it some way or another.
i'm so unlucky to end up next to you. i know you feel the same too. or maybe you like it cos you want to stare at me all the time. you seem like a paedophile. LOL.
whatever. i have nothing more to say.

lalala i went to make ic. nono i didnt. i went with chentian to make her ic. (:

ok today math was rather interesting...
well. i think she was very brave to do that (: i wouldnt do it myself. D:
even xy and ct agree. yeps.
lol i wld nv have expected xy this kind of quiet person to say such vulgar stuff. about them i mean. THEM. /= seriously. i'd never have expected xinyi to ever call people bitches! D: i mean ct and sh i can imagine. but XINYI! omg! O:

i should stop being so paranoid.
i really should.
i should stop thinking that whatever i do will make them hate me more. today i saw her staring at me during pccg. WHY!? i didnt do anything wrong, why must you keep staring at me?
and about the mortal letters thing. i know you all are pissed ok. but chentian, xinyi and i were just going to post our own letters and soohan's. then sitong gave us her letter. then zp. then jy. then a lot of people started giving us letters. and they were like glaring at me. it's not my fault! but reasoning with you people is like talking to a wall. you will never listen to me.
and again they stared at me. when i was writing something on the board. well i was speaking for those present in class. dot, eunice, ct, xy, sh, me. ok? so stop acting like its my whole problem or something. rawr.

byebye bloggy. see you again sometime. i hope no one reads you. yaye

maybe there is a reason for all that's happening.
a big motive behind this.
maybe there's a pot of gold at the end of this meaningless rainbow i'm chasing.
suppose there's something big that's going to appear after all this crap i'm going through?
haha i wonder.
we'll see.
in the meantime, SUFFER! jajajajaja

i'm nuts.


OMG LE JING!!!!!!!!

OH DID I MENTION THAT LE JING IS IN NANYANG! OMG I LOVE HER TO BITS :DDDDDD

hmm ok new blog.
anyways. today was the first day of school.
whee.
yea i don't sound very excited about it. because it wasn't exciting at all.
new teachers. yup.
mrhan and sunlao are our "new" fts. what a wonderful combination. it's like the dynamic duo or something. they're the ultimate. ultimate worst. argh. 2 fts are far worse than 1 ft. and i wonder what happened to 2o4. no more sunlao for them. grawr. sigh why must it be them again. i'd be okay with it if it were mrhan alone. but it's sunlao too. and that's not good. sigh. guess we're stuck with them till next year.
so ms gloria teng is our new math teacher. where did mrs see go i wonder. hmm. gloria teng makes me laugh /= she's... very weird. she doesn't smile even though she seems to be laughing. and her voice is very... deep. like... a man. O: sorry ms teng :D
and mrsheng ^akafsl'smum is our la teacher. omg! shoot me please. i don't want HER! eeks. i'd rather have fsl ANYTIME.
hek isn't our history teacher. so louisa wont have to fail her history anymore. hahahah. now it's mrs kuan. who's that. we'll see.

there's 3rd lang tomorrow! i don't feel like carrying my books. oh well. at least i get shimin in my class :D!! and kaiyang and shimin to go home with. (on both mon and wed! :D!)

ah whatever. i need to do my essay and math

who will read this anyway
no one knows about this blog.
or do they?
._.